LOS ANGELES, CA - OCTOBER 26: The cast of GLEE poses with a large plaque listing all 300 songs they've performed at the "GLEE" 300th musical performance special taping at Paramount Studios on October 26, 2011 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Kevin Winter/Getty Images)

Okay, let me just be honest with you. I love singing, dancing and everything theatrical. So…its no surprise that when I was a child I watched the FOX series Glee and I was obsessed.

But it has been a while, years actually since I’ve seen the series but due to the tragic event of former Glee star and fierce talent, Naya Rivera passing, I decided I wanted to start watching the show again on Netflix. So last night, I started to begin my second Glee journey. Well, I am currently in episode 7 (don’t judge me), and watching the show is giving me mixed feelings…more so leaning on being upset.

Hearing the music again, seeing charters that are no longer with us (Cory Monteith and Mark Salling are have also died) just made me depressed. I can’t stop thinking about how sad it is they all passed so young and how talented they were. I also can’t stop thinking about how cursed this show is. (see here) Anyway, I will 100% keep watching the show until the end because I love it that much, but in all honesty, I hope God doesn’t take any more angels from the cast. There is just too much sadness already surrounded by this show as it is.



Alexis Zarycki is your average girl with the hopes of leaving an everlasting impact on the world. Follow her on Instagram @official_lexpaige