Sometimes you can spend most of your life chasing after the wrong things. You chase after jobs, finances, relationships, dreams, etc. Satan uses tricks to make you think this is what you’re supposed to be doing. If it’s truly of God, you will know. You can search the scripture, pray about it, consult other believers and wait for God to answer. Don’t chase the wrong things. Let God lead you. He won’t lead you astray. Chase after God.
Psalm 42: 1-2 “As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, my God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God?”